Nathan's Prophesy

It seems like ever since we conceived Isaac I've been craving strawberry margaritas. I blamed it on the fact that just a month before I discovered the most wonderful skinny strawberry margarita recipe and didn't have quite enough time to indulge.

Two nights ago Stephen whisked me away to Tito's where I could finally scratch my margarita itch.

I asked my mom if she minded if we stepped out for a while and before we left Nathan said, 

“Go mom – have fun. God gave me a vision that Daddy is going to pray over someone tonight.” 

I replied, “Oh, really?” 

“Yup” he said simply as he kept playing his game.

A spontaneous date night over chips & salsa and drinks with my husband was just what I needed. I didn't mention to Stephen what Nathan had said earlier. No reason in particular – I just didn't think about it much. As we were leaving we ended up chatting with a server that we had got to know over the years. Stephen asked him how he had been and he went on to explain the trials he'd been going through and how he's struggling. Knowing this fella for quite some time this was out of his character – to just put everything out there like he did. We gave him the best advice we could but just before we left Stephen asked if he could pray over him. 

I absolutely loved that God sent and used Stephen to hold him up. God knew I needed a night out, He knew our friend needed prayer and He blessed Nathan with giving him a vision. As we walked out I was so giddy I could hardly contain myself. (And, no, it wasn't the alcohol.) As we walked to the car I shared with Stephen what Nathan said and we both couldn't help but send up praise for God's relationship with Nathan & the gifts He has given him.

Lately Nathan has had quite a few visions and has been hearing messages from God. He's so young and “insignificant” in this world but God is using him mightily. I think he hears from the Lord more than I do, and yet how quick I am sometimes to dismiss what he says. I hate that! The Kingdom of Heaven belongs to children, God wants us to become child-like...so shouldn't I encourage him to press in further & really listen to him instead of brushing off what he has to say? I hope I've learned my lesson here. He can surely teach me a few things.

Thank you Lord God for giving Nathan a prophetic vision! Please continue to do so! Thank you for opening my eyes more and more daily. Teach me and guide me on how to raise, strengthen and support the man You made Nathan to be.

All glory to You.  

Hello, Friend

Most of you know Him. His name is Jesus Christ. He is my Best Friend.

When I look at my life in the past, how difficult it was to “be good”. I knew what was right from wrong but I could never make the right choices. And there were so many rules: don’t do this, don’t do that, little sins and big sins, so many fine but vague lines not to cross and so much shame if you messed up…it was impossible. So I thought, “why do I need to try so hard? I’m never going to get it right.  I can’t battle my thoughts every day, my tendencies every day, my opinions, my likes and dislikes, I’m going to mess up and when I do God is going to be angry at me and I’m sure He’s tired of hearing me ask for forgiveness by now”.

Sound familiar or is it just me?

I wish someone would have told me when I was younger that Christianity isn’t all about “being good”.  Now I can see that when I was in my youth it was religion I was trying to follow. Christianity is having a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. Christianity is not religion.

Religion is trying to appease God by works. If it were possible for humans to get into heaven by works then Jesus died in vain. It’s not about how many Hail Mary’s you say, how much money you donate, how much time you volunteer, how much Scripture you memorize, etc. If that were the case, Jesus would have provided a to-do list in order to get into heaven. The Lord did not sacrifice His entire life to come down here and be humiliated, tortured and killed to deliver us a to-do list. Instead Jesus offers Himself and says, come to ME and you will be set free. Bring everything to ME and you will be free of your sins.

Ever since I came to Him and stopped trying solely control my actions and thoughts life got a lot easier. Accepting Christ into my heart literally opened a channel of communication and a gateway to building a close relationship with Him. I let Him in and He changed me. Now, not only am I free of my past mistakes but I am a new person. I am one with Christ. (Galatians 2:20) Before, I thought accepting Christ was more based on fact. My belief was something like:

 “Do you believe Christ died for your sins?”

“Yes I do.”

“Then you are saved.”

The end.

I didn’t know there was so much more to it! That’s so not the end. You have to truly open your heart to Him and when you do not only is He actively receptive to what you have to say but He speaks back! Not only does He hear my prayers and needs but I hear His reply! He shows me things I didn’t know, He comforts me, He shows me new ways, new perceptions, new opportunities, and the list goes on.

Now it is not such an uphill battle to do the right things. When I depend on Him more and less on my own will He guides my every move. Now it’s not just a number of rules I’m trying to abide by.  Because I have a personal relationship with Him I have an inner desire to not disappoint Him so I do my best to make the right choices. Just like I do my husband, my son, or a good friend here on earth, I want to treat them right and make them just as happy I’m a part of their life as they are mine, and it’s the same with Jesus. Now, don’t get me wrong, I still mess up. I’m mess up all. the. time. But just as I forgive a friend (and waaaaaay more than I believe I could ever forgive someone) He forgives me. Every time. I don’t deserve it but that’s what the True Best Friend does.

Jesus is very real and active in my life now, and when I was younger, just trying to go through the “Christianity motions”, He clearly was not. And thus, my mind turned against God because I thought I would forever be condemned. The devil had me convinced of this lie for years. But oh how liberating and rewarding it is to learn and live the Truth! The truth will set you free.

When I put Jesus as my Best Friend, I depend on Him so much more. I go to Him first, I ask for advice, I call on Him when I’m upset or anxious, just like we tend to do with our human compadres. Isn’t that our nature? When something exciting happens, or things get ugly or we’re on thin ice, don’t we look to call on our friends (or spouse) to share the news or for advice?

The Lord says: Seek first the Kingdom of God, and His righteousness; and all things will be added to you. (Matt6:33) Seek Him first in all that you do and He will change you, He will speak to you, He will show you things you’d never imagine!

“Thank you Father, for showing me the truth and taking me as broken as I was and making me new. Please help me to remember to always take things, good or bad, to you first and to always have an open heart to be receptive to your will. Thank you for being so active in my life and for opening my eyes to what Christianity is really all about – JESUS! ~Amen”

A New Assignment

Lately the Lord has put on my heart that I need to blog; write down these things that He's bringing to light and share some of my enlightening as well as hard-to-swallow lessons. For those of you that have known me for some time, you know blogging is not my thing. I actually shutter at the thought.



Put my thoughts down for all to see!? Seriously?!


The Lord says, Yes.



So here I am. 


It's never comfortable but from my past experiences being obedient has never returned void. And I know it never will for God is sssssSO good! :) 
Because of this I am happy with my new assignment. I don't know what this blog will look like, nor do I know what will come of it, but I do hope it brings encouragement and sparks a deeper craving for God and all of His greatness in the lives of everyone who reads it.